a sad story, his journey is now END.

muhammad farhat asyraf ( i hope i spell it right). *1992-2010

today was a day that i could not believe it's a real. i just got an incoming call

from my nephew, she told me that farhat is passed away cause from an accident.

farhat is a friend of mine since i was in childhood, if i am not mistaken, since i was ten.

he was one of my class mate for both school, sekolah rendah kebangsaan and sekolah agama.

it's still fresh in my mind when i was craved his hand without any intention, but i was

forgiven, he was a pengakap, same with me and and he liked the name of 'alex yong'.

haaa, i don't know why. he had stayed at england for some period and that is why

he liked to speak in english which sometimes it makes people annoyed. it's green in my mind!

feeling like my heart is burst, i think i am not ready to know this. ya allah! you only

gave him eighteen years for him, who could ever thought he gone after a month from his

18th birthday. i miss you farhat, indeed. we'll never see again forever, hei i just can't

bear of this sadness. i can't and you death even made me cry for many times. now,

the only thing i hope is just you happy there and may allah place you with pious people.

my dream shoes

okay guys, forget about result okay. cuz i'm sick of it. i just got mm, okay laa.

in the range of moderate. haha, well, today i wanna share you regarding to

foot wear. i'm not sure it is considered as slipper or shoes. hhmm these are,

ooo man gladiator is really cool man, it is simple, elegant

and i like the design entirely. actually, i've been admire these

gladiators for ages. but i'm trying to search it first, is it available here,

at malaysia. huu, that was the thing that i have to make it sure.

well, anyone. if you see this gladiator, i hope you will inform me,

cuz i really wanted this gladiator. i wanna be the first one who wears

this in my campus. yeahh, so HOT bebehh

i'm not just missing them, but also my apple in my eyes.

well, i miss both of you strongly, miss your joke adrian and miss your voice and dance alep!

haha, adrian, do u still remember when you were lying down with putra, i was infront of the laptop,

browsing for suicide website, find out how to kill myself. haha, it was so drama. i was

actually jealous of what you are doing with putra, and i just being mute. but then, as i off from

the room and you take a look to the laptop, you see it was suicide web site. you laugh loudly!

and remember when i ask you to join 'syarahan' in just a few hours from now. i'm so speechless.

yeahh i admit it's my bag cuz being late to inform you. and what happen then? you keep on

blaming on me. haha, i know it's my bad. but please don't keep blaming. then, i back to my

room. drama again! i hung a rope in the fan, and pretend like wanna kill myself. and you come

to my room. that time i was in my way to hang myself. you come and you laugh again. OMG,

i miss those moments so much. and alep, i could never forget your dance and when you are

singing. it's not inspiring at all instead it's funny! HAHA, and you got many scandals. kecik,

faiz and i don't know who will be the next. but the most important is i was so happy of joining PIID.

haha, it is a platform for us. HAHA

how strong i miss my friend,

*faiz, nawi, capik, acap : 100%

*alep and adrian : 100% + 98% + 76%. HAHA

pals, miss you badly

who could ever thought that we'll be so close as we are now.

faiz, nawi, capik and acap are my close friends(currently) at uitm,

we were from the same course. well, i think the semester break is just rising ennui.

with a corny activity everyday; sleep, eat, online, mall.

OMG! who could refrain from this? errghh,this is why i wrote this, cuz i

miss every single moment in last semester.

faiz, nawi, capik and acap, you are such nicest person had i ever see in the world.

mm, i've some words to say to each of you, you'll be surely remember!

faiz, do you still remember when the first time we met on the roadside, near the lake.

it was in the MDS mood. and you asked me for the study fee. and you didn't believe when i said,

the cost is around 4 something, you argued me, you said it doesn't included exam fee. arrghhh!

HAHA, well actually i don't even know why was my fee is cheaper than others.

nawi, do u still remember with we did our level duty. ohh my god, so sucks. a mortification takes place when i wanna reveal this, we had to clean a toilet. and what happen then, you were watering me, you shot me with water from 'pili bomba' and i was wet! i was in anger that time, i hate you, you such cross the line when joking, you are too much! i continue with my drama, taking my luggage and make a move, let you feel GUILTY!

capik, hope you still remember who was beside you when you had a fight with izwan. haha, it was me! i was totally in your side as izwan behaved so immature. well, i thought you gonna friend with him along 3 years but unfortunately both of you had a fight. honestly, that fighting was totally childish, fight for talking back, backstabber. izwan said he couldn't bear of capik's word which make him offence. for me, i am on the fence. i don't interfere. GAGA.

acap, you definitely famous with your trademark, WASHING CLOTHS. haha, if you think it's good for you, just keep it up. or maybe you feel you don't like to see your pail full of cloths, mm that is why you wash it everyday. well, knowing you is great moment, you sometimes behave so 'skema' and i don't know why.

Lady Gaga - Bad Romance

my damn favorite video. it makes me passion whenever i watch it, and wherever i am. it raises my confidence level and everything, i love this video. :)

well, i dedicated this song to my friend, could be considered as a brother, he's so cute, handsome, having a well job, and he's knowledgeable. afkar, his name. i find that he loves this song so much as i heard his caller ringtone for the first time. he's my inspiration.